[AVALON] IC INBOX

[starshaper]

♥ IC INBOX   text / audio / video / action / delivery Hello hello, this is Usagi! I'm sorry, I can't pick up right now but please leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as I can! ...I really hope I didn't forget or drop this phone somewhere again-ish... Ah, also I hope you'll have a wonderful day! ♥ Thank you so much for calling and I'll see you later, bye~! art credit code credit

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audio; un: saxitup

[saxsongs]

[Sadly, Ren isn't off to a good start for the month. A lot of people he's known have left recently. So he's calling people he knows and cares about.

Unfortunately, he's drunk as he does and you can hear it in his voice.]

Usagi I... I'm sorry I haven't contacted you. I've been bad with communicating. But I hope... Mm. I hope you're still here. I'd hate to see you.... Gone.

[starshaper]

[... Ohhh.]

It's ok-- no, that would be an understatement, I mean, it's totally fine, don't even worry about it. I'm just really glad to know, that you're still here too.

[Even if that sounds selfish if he wants to go home...]

[saxsongs]

I'm glad... you're still here. I just... wanted to make sure, since so many people have left. Even if I probably would have seen you at work... I needed to know.

[He sighs, heavily.] When I'm sober... we should talk. Since it's been ages... okay?

[starshaper]

I'm really glad you're still here too. [Yes, she knows she said it already. She's repeating it either way. How many of his friends left this time?] You'll see me at work, sure, I'm not going anywhere from there, okay? I'm really glad you called!

Sure, we'll talk then! Let's meet then and you can even take me to dinner or lunch~. Or just to a cafe, that works too or anywhere really. [Her voice goes from that super cheerful to gentler and softer.] I'll gladly spend time with you whenever, okay? You're a very dear friend to me, Ren.

[But now when he's calling her, while he isn't sober... Usagi is (surprisingly) quiet for a tiny moment before there's an ummm sound and a deep breath before she continues with an even softer voice.]

Hey... Is there anything, that you want to talk about now?

[saxsongs]

[Usagi can hear a small sniff coming fom the other end. Both for being glad he's here and hearing he's a dear friend. Gosh, he's been such a dummy for avoiding her a little bit.]

You're... very dear to me too Usagi. I'm glad we're still friends.

[He's just been in a slightly rough place.]

... I'm just afraid of losing the people I care about, I guess. With some many already gone... I fear the day I wake up and Camus isn't here anymore, for example. I... I know this is the nature of these places, but it hurts.

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[starshaper]

[That sniff makes her smile. Good, he's letting some of his feelings out, that's really great!!]

We'll always be friends! Even after we all leave here, you'll still be in my heart♥

[He can come talk to her whenever he's in a rough place, she'll try to help!!]

Mm, it's a really scary thought about how people can just suddenly vanish here and it's the nature of these places for sure but it still hurts. But it's still much better to get to know everyone, while they're here and spend time with them and get all the precious memories with them even when they'll be leaving here sooner or later... Better than being alone and avoiding people just because it happens, I mean.

[ ... ah, magical girl life and meeting people for a little while even back home...]

[starshaper]

Ah, hey, what happened to Bar--

[ W A I T!!

Baron + Camus = same person, right? Or is that his nickname for someone else?? No!! Her memory isn't that bad!! Camus + Baron = also same person, right??????

She gasps!!]

WHEN DID YOU STOP CALLING HIM BARON?!

[saxsongs]

[The last question completely distracts him from anything else he was about to say. Uh... when did he stop calling him Baron?]

I... don't know actually. I didn't really even realize I did that. I would guess... around the time I realized my feelings for him.

[starshaper]

[There's a long gasp and then a short silence from her.]

And when did you realize, that you have feelings for him??

[She almost asks why didn't Ren tell her about those feelings but uh well, considering everything, that answer's pretty obvious. Or then not, she might just ask it in a bit.]

[saxsongs]

Uh.... maybe a month or two ago? I still haven't told him, since... I don't know, I doubt he'd believe me.

[He's sort of just saying whatever comes to mind since he has no filter right now.]

And I'm also dating a girl... but she understands my feelings and supports them. And ideally I'd love to be with them both.

[starshaper]

[ aaaaaaaaaand suddenly she has so many questions!!! ]

AAAAAND WHY YOU DIDN'T TELL ME ABOUT THIS UNTIL NOW??? ...You should tell him, if he doesn't believe you, then prove it somehow but you'll never find out if your feelings are mutual if one of you - that means you doesn't tell about them first!!

[She has no filter either when it's being curious about his love life, apparently.]

OH MY GOSH, YOU HAVE A GIRLFIEND??!! What's her name?? How did you two meet?? How long have you been dating?? Can I see her?! Please?! Even a picture of her?! Or a picture of you two?? Just a small peek at least??! I want to see your beautiful, amazing girlfriend! And you should be with both if they both agree with it, I really hope they will because that sounds like the best solution to you! Why didn't you tell me about your girlfriend before this either???!!

[saxsongs]

Oh... well, I've been in denial over my own feelings, I suppose. They're... hard to accept sometimes. I mean, remember how long it took me to confess to you. [He chuckles a little.] But... I will. I just. Need to find the right moment.

[Ren isn't surprised about the questions, but he provides a picture through the messages.]

This is Kitsuno... we've known for almost the whole time I've been here... but my feelings for her have developed for a few months. A little bit longer than my feelings for Camus, actually.


And this is... very recent. Just before the Halloween concert.